I'm Just A Kid

Christmas!

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:58:59 GMT

It has come to my favourite time of year!!! :)
I love Christmas soooo much. It is so lovely to see how everyone comes together & try to be friendly to everyone else *Thumbs Up*
Each year since mum & grandma have passed away, I appear to be regaining some of that excitement I used to have. I love Christmas & the pretty Christmas lights... ooohhhh it's all jus so much fun!
Hmm, only FIVE days to go! & that then means it's only NINE days till my bday! (and as some of my friends know, I'm not overly organised. Other than the alcohol & a venue... but I guess that's all I need)

I hope everyone else is enjoying the festive season!!! :)

Have a happy and safe CHristmas & New Year!!

Love you all.
xoxo

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:50:10 GMT

I'm sick of everything atm :(

I wish I could be like everyone else.,, why did it have to chnage my life so much?!?!

It's all well and good for mum to want me to be into everything evryone else is, but me actually putting it into practice is whole new story. *Cries* I still love her so much & a part of me wants to stay a lil girl, coz thats who mum new & loved so much, but its hard.

I would give anythinmg atm jus to be like that.. It's really bothering me atm... dont kow why, has been for a lil while nwo.

I guess, things can only get betteR?

xoxo

Ashes

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:36:18 GMT

Hey all!

One more sleep till the Ashes start & I get to go tomorrow, I'm so excited. I couldn't sleep really well last night & like Lissy said.. Good bloody luck for tonight :P
Not too worry. All in the name of fun, I guess!!!

I can't believe we have been out of school a whole year, boy it has flown by!

I Told Myself I Wont Miss You, But I Remember, What It Feels Like Beside You... (A friend of a friend had it as their sceen name & I really like it).

Hope everyone is enjoying their freedom, gotta love holidays!

Love.
xoxo

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 03:27:58 GMT

Haha. Jus a quick update/note.

I have been watching old family videos for my 18th all morning. And it came to my second birthday & in true fat kid style I was eating up! And I wanted a choclate off my uncle, but I didn't like him much (big & scary) so I had to give him a kiss to get it & my Aunty gave me the best advice "Don't ever get that cheap Catherine." Haha. Meaning that to get something from a boy we shouldn't have to give them something in return :P Things you learn as a two year old :)

(Hope that made sense, if not, I know what I meant.)

Hope everyones exams are going well/went well!!!

Love Cathy
xoxo

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:16:35 GMT

Ello, Ello, Ello!!!

Once again I have nothing really to update with, but I will anyways.

Only three exams left, then I will be a second year student, like many others. That is a scary prospect to me! :) As I start prac (sorry, field experience) next year!

It is only 58 days or some shit, till my 18th, I haven't organised much, however I did find a dress I want for my b'day apparently :P (joking Lizbeth) Nah tis nice, bright pocka dotted dress, however it is white, don't think it will be white by the end of the night! Not too worry, all character building I guess :)

Hmm, well I best be off, to get back to my extremely busy day!!! Nottttttttttttttt...

Bye byes.
Hope everyone is well :)

Love Cathy.
xoxo

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:01:06 GMT

I'm abt to be sick.
They are disgusting together.
*ewww*
Needless to say I'm really enjoying my night!

xoxo

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 01:45:36 GMT

We babysat my niece & nephew last all was gng well till abt 10.30 when my nephew Patrick decided to wake up. Now wasn't that fun as Ben (my bro - his dad) warned us if he wakes up we won't be able to get him back to sleep, as even he can't put him to bed. We thought we'd be right coz he doesnt normally wake til 12 and we thought they'd be back by ten. All I can say is screw being a parent at this age. It is so tiring. I had to hold him for like 45mins before dad woke up from his sleep and took over. Needless to say my arm was sore at this stage & I was tired & he didn't go back to bed. Everytime I thought he was asleep and I put him down he'd start screaming so loud & of course we didnt want to wake Breannah up. So he got to party with dad and I till they got home at 12.

But I still love just as much, but I'm glad he isn't mine.
Sorry to bore you with all of that. But I had to write it down somewhere and since I can't find where Breannah put my visual diary here had to do. Till I/we find it.

Hope everyone is well and enjoying life!
xoxo

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 05:40:32 GMT

Far Out. I give up...
I have managed to get rid of two of dads "friends", now we have an older, uglier new one.
The first one was the best by far. The second one was pure evil & would of sent me off to boarding school (or the equivilent these days) asap. Now this one, I had the "pleasure" of meeting her for the first time last night (Lizbeth was fortunate enough to share the experience, for the second time :P). Needless to say I love her too *rolls eyes*
I will win one day. Mind you she appears to be better than the last one. She doesn't think she owns the place - jus yet, mind you.
Hmm, enough of my lil rant for now. I should go off to my lecture.
Hope everyone else is well.

Cathy
xoxo

Long Time No Update :)

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:47:38 GMT

Elllllo Ellllllo Ellllllo.
Well I don't have much to update with, but I was informed it has been ages since I last updated. So here I am updating. There is a feral sitting next to me at uni, who keeps snorting her nose. Anyways enough of that gross stuff.
It was my brothers 31st birthday the Wednesday just gone. He is getting really old, tis a bit scary really, saying that my brother is 31, ol' fart that he is, but I love him anyways!!!
Hmm, time is flying by at the moment. I remember thinking it would be ages till my birthday and I wouldn't get excited about it as was so far away. But now it is less than three months away & I'm starting to get a bit excited about it!!! Yay :) I will finally make it to 18 (soon enough).
I don't know what else to report on, I only have three more weeks of uni then I am relatively free and then I will be a second year student - now that is scary.
What's more scary is the fact we have nearly been out of school a whole year!!!
Yeah, so, yeah. Hmm, I love my friends - they are the best people ever. Especially one of em, she knows who she is. Cause without her I don't think I would be coping so well. She may not even realise how much she helps me. *Cries* How embarrassing, I am crying in the Uni computer rooms. (Sorry about that lil rave, but it has only jus started to hit me, how much I need & want to be around my friends).
Don't get me wrong, it's not like my family are falling appart, I still love them all just as much as ever, especially my two lil bubbas, who are so cute. Mind you they are getting oldish now (Brea is 2yrs and 5 months and Pat Pat is 8 months old (we also celebrated his 8 month b'day on his daddy's b'day - they are both the 27th)).
Hmm. I guess that is a long enough update for the now! :)

LOL. Enough of me ranting about random shit. I should be off as my lecture starts very soon! :)
Love you all.
Cathy
xoxo

Mumma

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 11:17:20 GMT

I have been gng soo strong lately. I have gone 5 days without crying about mum, which is a record for me. But, I was just going through some old pics on dad's pc and cracked. I thought I was doing so well, as I had been looking at them for a while then, one pic hit me, that i loved of mum and I and i cracked. Aww man, it sucks, I didn't realise how much I would miss her. :(

As I was coming home today, I was thinking how sad it would be if you didn't have a parent on their day (Fathers/Mothers Day) then it hit me, that dah, I don't - ooo didn't I feel silly.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 01:34:05 GMT

Well Well Well

I was bored and I thought I better update, since i havent done it in agesssssssss!

Plus it is a good way to procrastinate. I have an assignment due tomorrow (havent started) a draft due tomorrow (also havent started) and one due wednesday (also havent started)so all in all i'm a lil screwed.

Hmm, not alot has been happening. Went to the wonderful Ekka on Saturday with Liz - scored lots of crappy free things, as always! And went on a few sickening rides, but overall the Ekka experience was great and one to be repeated again next year of course! (ooo chloe joined us later on in the night at the ekka) Liz & I bought my gorgeous niece the "Dor Dor" showbag, it is sooo cool, she'll love it, if not i will keep some of the things in there :P

Hmm, went to the races yesterday, saw soooo many maggies girls - Sarah French, Grace T, Aneesa, Emma Anderson, Sophie, Nici, Camille, Fiona, Al S, Kathryn H, Emily Nugent,Alys, Bec Rogan (everyone will be happy to know she has put on weight again & not really skinny anymore), Lizzie Matthews and many more jus cant be bothered typing em all. And of course Liz & Chloe then we found Crystal later in the day.

Hmm, dont know what else to say another than i hope eveyrone is enjoying work/uni & their social life as much as i have been of late.

Have fun & take care

Cath
xoxo

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:47:49 GMT

Hmm, nothing important to update with but hay!

This morning was the group get-together, which was nice to catch up with all you Maggies girls I wouldn't normally see :)

This afternoon was spent with my bro, sis-in-law, niece, nephew, father and s-i-l mum, as per every Sunday arvo, it was nice this arvo, Breannah (my niece) is really cute atm we did some lovely paintings :) Aunty Lob came over and joined in with all the fun 2 year old activities :P Yeah, there is more but hay...

Well, tonight marks the end of the World Cup for 2006 :( and unfortunately the best team is not playing tonight (England of course). I want France (not a huge fan of them, but they are better than the Italians) to win, but for dad & Michael's sake I hope Italy win as they have money on them winning :)

Hope everyone is well & having fun :)

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 05:08:38 GMT

*cries*

Damn Portugal, making England lose in the world cup quarters :(

Needless to say I'm not happy.

I shed a few tears when Portugal scored the third penalty goal... Piece of shit.

Dad took of his rings (mum & his wedding rings that he has been wearing (on a chain that mum bought) since she passed away) he took them off on Friday. I was soooo angry and now I'm pissed off at the fact he did that.

Screw you Rochelle!

... It's A Beautiful Song...

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 11:50:08 GMT

LOVE UNITED
Live For Love United

Love united we will up
For all the people of the world

Have you ever dreamed of playing for
The biggest team there is on earth
Have you ever played at dreaming large
The time is now and you are the star

The ball is travelling in your direction
Give it all of your attention
Pick it up and pass it on
That's what's gonna make us strong

We will live for love united
We will give for love united
For moments like this
For all those we missed

We will live for love united
Come together undivided
We will stand up
For all the people of the world

Have you ever dreamed of flying high
Looking down from heaven with god's eyes
You know we could use some intervention
Children needing your protection
It's not enough to sing this song
Life the cup and it on

We will live for love united
We will give for love united
For moments like this
For all those we've missed

We will live for love united
Come together undivided
We will stand up
For all the people of the world

I play for love united
Juego para love united
Jag spelar för love united
Ne ngioka love united
Je joue pour love united

We will live for love united
We will give for love united
For moments like this
For all those we missed

We will live for love united
Come together undivided
We will stand up
For all the people of the world

Eu jogo para love united
Je joue pour love united
Ich spiele fur love united
Anka joue pou love united
Anch'io, io gioco per love united
Eu jogo para love united
Se hanna a love united

We will live for love united
We will give for love united
For moments like this
For all those we missed

We will live for love united
Come together undivided
We will stand up
For all the people of the world.

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:56:25 GMT

I love my daddy, we jus had a really good chat about life.

Today is the day we move on slightly, we wont forget her, but we will relax a lil more & start to enjoy life some what :)

But now i'm extra tired, i was already tired but after nearly and hour of crying I'm totally buggered :(

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:17:08 GMT

ohh i forgot to add the fact that my dad disappeared from tuesday til this morning - he went away without letting anyone know except his friend who is staying with us and i only found out he was at Byron yesterday arvo. Oh yeah we are really close atm 8-)

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:13:30 GMT

Grr, dad got over his first "lady friend" and now he has a new one - Rochelle, i dont like her, she is a stuck up snob type person, n i can't relate to her at all - :(

In other news i'm on holidays, i got a job at a family friends school at Hendra doing before & after school care, so that starts next term n yeah

Nothing else is happening atm...

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:29:50 GMT

YAY!!!

I'm all done and all finished for the semester!

Bring on a month of holidays :P

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 06:09:37 GMT

Well, long time no update, this is because my father hasnt connected the internet at the unit, therefore i have to come to uni to use it. Fun Fun Fun :P

Yeah so we are living in the city, which is good, walking everywhere, i have used muscles that i didnt even know i had until i went on a run/walk/skip to the city on wednesday nigth with Jess, Loui, Liz, Dave, Camille & Chloe, fun times :P

Hmm, nothing really is happening expect for the fact in the midst of exams, yay - not :P

Oh i had the funniest pic of my niece & nephew sent to me last night - Breannah (niece) thought it would be nice to cover Pat Pat (nephew) in baby powder whilst he was sleeping - oh it is soooo cute :) She was giggling and he was coughing, the room was covered in it!!! :)

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:06:57 GMT

Yay, i have two things to update with :)

number one: tonight is my last night in the "burbs" and a house, as we are moving to the city tomorrow morning :)

number two: dad and his "friend" have called it quits. *Jumps for Joy*

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 15:36:10 GMT

hehe, did other stuff tonight...
BUT...

I got my keys to the new place unit tonight :)

so liz n i randomly went there so i could show her the place (baring in mind we have no furniture/entertainment there)
we jus sat n talked in my empty unit, twas fun and very exciting, i cant wait to move in there :)

however, thanks to daddy dearest we did have a cd player as he brought over some random stuff earlier in the day when he went to collect the keys :P

yeah sooo yeah, jus a random update abt shit but hay :P

Wed, 31 May 2006 12:06:58 GMT

For the first time tonight when we left my bros, my niece cried as she didnt want me to leave. I felt so loved, she always used to do it for her nanny, but never for me, and tonight she cried for me. Love, she is sooo adorable :) xoxo

Tue, 30 May 2006 12:13:19 GMT

This song kinda reminds me of my life... (however, not abt mum & dad fighting for obvious reasons, but abt dad's new "friend")

Everclear - Wonderful

Coz when it gets too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
I close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
I hope my Mom
And I hope my Dad
Would figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream
I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
I close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels that make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say everything will be wonderful some day

Chorus
Promises mean everything
When you’re little and the world so big
I just don’t understand
how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
and tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it’s all ok
I laugh a lot so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings that I just don’t wanna go
I go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful some day

Chorus

No no no no
I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No no no no
I don’t want to hear you say that I will understand some day
No no no no
I don’t want to hear you say that you both have grown in a different way
No no no no
I don’t want to meet your friend
And I don’t want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now…
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..

I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now……

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful…….

Everything is wonderful now…….
Everything is wonderful now…….

Fri, 19 May 2006 06:42:51 GMT

well, we have known we are moving for two weeks nearly, and for once, we actually know where we were are off to!!!

So we are moving to Roma Street Parklands, we are gng from a five bedroom house to a two bedroom unit, but thats cool, as we came from a three bedder before here, so we will survive.

this means that i will obviously be living in the city, yay!!!

I'm actually quite excited about this move, as it has a nice interior, and a really nice aspect, so we are moving outta here on the 2 of June, so see any ex-Maggies girls on the bus anymore :( oh wells...

yeah..soo..yeah

nothing else exciting is happening, however i handed in my last assingment today for this semester.. YAY!!! (Y)

Thu, 04 May 2006 06:08:31 GMT

Aww, that was terrible, I jus looked out my window at a glance and I saw this really beautiful older woman, and I thought it was my mum, so I went to get up, then i realised that it couldnt be.. :(

So now i'm all shakey n feel funny...